I know that pretty much no one reads this blog but I guess I'll continue to write anyway.
During the last few months I've noticed that my friends seem to be moving on. It feels like I'm not as close to my friends or my friends don't consider me as being a close friend anymore.
I really I'm torn about what to do about this whole situation. Or even if there is anything that could or should be done.
I sometimes feel like people think I'm trying to blow them off. I know I don't hang out with people as much as I probably "should" but I'm not sure how to remedy this situation. My life consists of school and work, and during my down time I just like to be at home. I don't think I should have to feel bad every time I don't want to leave the house.
I am thoroughly exhausted and stressed out about money and making sure my grades this semester don't drop.
My little note here at the end is I know this does not apply to all of my friends- Gabby, Jessica, Mark, Erik, and a few others.
But for the rest who always make me feel guilty for not wanting to hang out, I ask you not to. I really do the best that I can and I'm sorry if you're disappointed sometimes. I get disappointed too you know. :-)
Thanks for reading this blog those of you who do.
1 comments:
I just wanted to let you know that I'm a consistant reader of your blogs. I really do enjoy them so please don't get discouraged and stop writting. :) I've been going through some difficult and weird times and changes this whole year, and I want you to know that you're not alone in the feelings that you have right now. It is difficult for most people, including myself, to transition between the teen and adult stages of life, so don't feel bad. Many things that seem impossible at first have a way of working themselves out in the end. Give some of those other friends some time and they will realize how important your friendship is and will adjust to your changing life. Almost always, talking your feelings out with the people upsetting you is the best solution, don't give up on someone until you've tried. We've all dealt with many changes this year...some people can't handle change very well. Some more advice would be to look at your situation from as many angles as you can, and then decide what you can and can't do about it. I love you Chloe and have been friends with you and jess longer than any of my other friends :) So hang in there and let me know when you need me! (I really hope I'm helping and not just talking out of my ass, so take some advice from the best band ever.)
~"There's nothing you can do that can't be done, nothing you can sing that can't be sung, nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game. Nothing you can make that can be made, no one you can save that can't be saved, there's nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time." ~ the beatles
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